domingo, 8 de outubro de 2017



Sigo cruzando ríos
Andando selvas
Amando el sol
Cada día sigo sacando espinas
De lo profundo del corazón
En la noche sigo encendiendo sueños
Para limpiar con el humo sagrado cada recuerdo

quinta-feira, 5 de outubro de 2017

WILD SOUL




Fui domesticada.
Igualzinho como fazem com os animais, através de recompensas e punições. Aprendi que a felicidade vinha da aprovação do outro. Busquei "likes" dos meus pais, dos meus professores, dos meus chefes. E essa busca de ser aceita, trouxe junto o medo de não ser boa o bastante para as expectativas do mundo. Por fim, me tornei algo que não sou - um outrem que habita dentro de mim.

Me contaram que o mundo é um lugar feio, um lugar perigoso. E assim parei de confiar nas pessoas. Me cobraram postura, uma carreira que dê dinheiro - me cobraram ser alguém na vida. Me falaram como devo agir, como me comportar, como me sentir, como devo viver. Fui ensinada sobre como ser “ser humano" através do outro, e assim me tornei espelho. Rezo minhas orações, porém esqueci o real sentido delas. Rezos que soam como ecos, repetições cegas por hábito, e não pela fé.

Com o tempo, aprendi direitinho a lição.
E minha alma ganhou um domador ainda mais severo - eu mesma. Minha mente foi criando seus programas, suas defesas, seus muros. Plantados em um nível tão inconsciente e distante de mim mesma que não pude percebe-los. E assim, fui esquecendo da minha própria natureza. 

Fui enganada.
Me distraíram com falsos entretenimentos, felicidades passageiras. Me cegaram com grandes holofotes, para eu não enxergar a beleza das luzes mais sutis. Me deram muitos objetos de que eu não precisava - roupas, carro, coisas - e me tornei dependente delas. Elas  tornaram-se o novo sentido que faltava para minha vida nessa simulacra que eu me encontrava. Achei que não seria capaz de viver sem elas. E pior, achei que eu não tinha valor sem tê-las.

Mas há de existir uma salvação.
Vou me rebelar, bater o pé e desafiar! As expectativas do mundo são severas demais e não quero mais me enquadrar. Não vou acreditar mais nessa história que me contaram. Não vou mais jogar esse jogo de dor. Que quebre-se todo o maya! 

Vou seguir de coração aberto para a inquestionável beleza da vida que se apresenta no aqui e agora. 
Essa é minha revolução - não vou jamais, nem por um minuto, perder a espontaneidade, a fé e a alegria.

Fui desperta.



- Giulia Testoni





"All we really want in the end is to be connected once again with the Truth of our being, to realize what it is that wears this mask of self."

- Adyashanti 

quinta-feira, 16 de julho de 2015

"We are not going to be able to operate our Spaceship Earth successfully for much longer unless we see it as a whole spaceship and our fate as common. It has to be everybody or nobody."

- R. Buckminster Fuller


But she breaks just like a little girl...

domingo, 28 de junho de 2015


"I’m afraid of time. I mean, I’m afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I’m afraid of the quick judgments or mistakes everybody makes. You can’t fix them without time. I’m afraid of seeing snapshots, not movies."




"Vulnerability sounds like truth and feels like courage. Truth and courage aren’t always comfortable, but they’re never weakness."

- Brene Brown
- BOX 1824 

domingo, 17 de maio de 2015


"We are incredibly becoming risk-averse. We are currently operating on three values only: comfort, security and sustainability. They have basically replaced Liberté, Égalité, Fraternité. And I really don’t think this is an improvement."
- REM KOOLHAAS





"My imagination makes me human and makes me a fool. It gives me all the world, and exiles me from it."

- Ursula K. LeGuin

quarta-feira, 13 de maio de 2015

quinta-feira, 29 de janeiro de 2015

I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they couldn’t hurt me. And I thought that was what being tough was, but it isn’t.
 - James Frey 

NEW WORDS WORTH KNOWING

Interstices - the small spaces between things
Coalesce - to grow together; to merge into a single body
Zeal - intense passion or enthusiasm

quarta-feira, 28 de janeiro de 2015

“Have you also learned that secret from the river; that there is no such thing as time? That the river is everywhere at the same time, at the source and at the mouth, at the waterfall, at the ferry, at the current, in the ocean and in the mountains, everywhere and that the present only exists for it, not the shadow of the past nor the shadow of the future.”

—   Hermann Hesse 


No matter how much you feed the wolf, he keeps looking at the forest.

- Ilse Lehiste
“We have to stop consuming our culture. We have to create culture. Don’t watch TV, don’t read magazines, don’t even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time where you are — now — is the most immediate sector of your universe. And if you’re worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, then you are disempowered. You’re giving it all away to icons. Icons which are maintained by an electronic media so that, you want to dress like X or have lips like Y… This is shit-brained, this kind of thinking. That is all cultural diversion. What is real is you, and your friends, your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, your fears. And, we are told No, you’re unimportant, you’re peripheral — get a degree, get a job, get a this, get that, and then you’re a player. You don’t even want to play that game. You want to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all this trash that’s being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world.”

—   Terence McKenna

quinta-feira, 15 de janeiro de 2015

I feel too much. That’s what’s going on.’ ‘Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways?’ ‘My insides don’t match up with my outsides.’ ‘Do anyone’s insides and outsides match up?’ ‘I don’t know. I’m only me.’ ‘Maybe that’s what a person’s personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.’ ‘But it’s worse for me.’ ‘I wonder if everyone thinks it’s worse for him.’ ‘Probably. But it really is worse for me.

—  Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

MY KIND OF STUFF




One of the risks of being quiet is that other people can fill your silence with their own interpretation: You’re bored. You’re depressed. You’re shy. You’re stuck up. You’re judgmental. When others can’t read us, they write their own story—not always one we choose or that’s true to who we are.

Sophia Dembling, The Introvert’s Way

quinta-feira, 8 de janeiro de 2015


[ABSTRACT]  Our entire generation is traumatised for something that has not happened yet.  Survivors of a non-catastrophe. The future does not torment us anymore, but the lack of it. The consumption fulfill the void. Our level of intellectual evolution allows us to construct a gloss over the surface, but below all this coverage we are all still human beings; irrational, vulnerable and animalistic. 
Today we are able to choose to be part of so many different tribes,  or simply  go alone as unique, extraordinary individuals. Giving us a sense of wonder and a fullness of life that our present culture lacks, instead of reflecting the smallness of the modern mind. 
The rebellion against the refinement, that processes our rawness – I am the body working the machine. 

We silence our RAW seeking to belong.
We don’t want to belong anymore.
We want to celebrate our true nature.
Fighting to remain essentially human.
Wild, irrational, uncontrolled.
It is instinctive,  visceral. It is savage.
A beauty with a taste of fear.

“In this world, you must be a bit too kind to be kind enough.”


  Pierre de Marivaux

terça-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2014

"My desires in a relationship have changed over time. 
I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me, I need someone who understands that life happens and sometimes things don’t work out. I don’t want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me, I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go five hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I am complete without you. 
But with you, I want to be so much better. I want to be stronger with you. I want us to grow together and help each other grow individually. I don’t need you, but I really fucking want you. And this may not work out, but the fact that you understand all of this and this how our relationship works, makes me think we’ve got a pretty good shot."